Xmas, new year, valentine’s… Seems like the festivities are there just to remind me how much I failed as an adult man incapable of getting company. It’s been over a decade since I’ve felt this way and nothing changes.
Alcohol and porn has lost its charm over the years.
It really isn’t for me. Sometimes at work I feel used or stomped… That doesn’t give me the will to help anyone else. If anything makes me resentful, people like me can’t help and I don’t believe in charities.
Do you like dogs? Walking dogs from the local shelter can be fulfilling.
There’s no shelter here, and tbh I don’t hate dogs but I don’t like them either