Buglefingers

I managed to make it to 13, I could not see past my arm length without everything becoming mad blurry. No wonder I only read books as a kid!

Toe.

Toe beans will have your date swooning (albeit not for you)

As someone who slept 13.5 hours last night. Yes, the trick is to always be extremely exhausted!

It always was for me, the moment I realized was maybe the first move we had where we got rid of 90% of stuff we owned so it could all fit in the car.

Probably yes, there was a time I thought no. I’ve got a solid routine so I can pretty much guess exactly where I’ll be in 5 years from now too. So, if I Still exist at that time, I can make a good guess

Ohhhhhh I will absolutely have to check that out! Thank you!

Nausicaa of the valley of the wind. A Studio Ghibli film.

Yes, would definitely recommend! A classic. It’s older at this point but still a great movie

Yahoo. It was from 07

It’s not incredibly important as long as we agree on the big life stuff.

A previous partner of mine wasn’t the sharpest egg in the attic but we got along stellar with the exception that we disagreed on some big choices.

Edit: bulb -> egg because I am a dummy lol

Here’s a break down of my last healthcare stuff.

Weekly insurance out of paycheck: $127

Psychiatrist (ADHD) $150ish a visit, meds are ~$98

Last PCP visit (included some general blood tests) $217 (mostly lab which wasn’t covered)

Last ER visit: $792, waited over 10 hrs told to take an Advil and go home. Turns out I tore some of the sack (for lack of a better word) around my organs from weightlifting. it was thought a suspect gall bladder issue. I learned this from not the hospital.

And my appendix removal ended up costing me just over $9,000.

This is all what I paid out of pocket, the actual numbers for gross was, well, gross. I don’t need medical aid too often but it ends up pricey if I do.

I usually will say something along the lines of “look it up” or “I can look it up”

I suppose I can awkward and as much as I have been trying I believe the way I talk is taken not as I intend. A good friend recently said I “talk directly but that’s just how I am”. Though I’m not sure how I speak differently than others.

I’m not much a touchy person outside of relationships so that could also seem less friendly too. I will say that I avidly go out of my way to not be in charge, I dislike the attention it puts on me.

I appreciate the insight though. It probably is a culmination of those factors and possibly some more too. I still find it hard to think of myself that way knowing what goes on internally haha, often I struggle just dealing with cashiers

I was told “No, you’re intimidating”. I forget exactly how it became the topic. It was an ex who said it and it was supposed to be a compliment in context. I still don’t understand it especially compared to the friend whom I was with.

I am not tall, not heavy, not particularly muscular (especially at that time) and have soft features. My friend is a head taller, twice my size, built heftier/stockier and had sharper features. He is a big ol hairy Aussie. Awesome guy, no idea how I’d be more intimidating than him though

The clothes I’m wearing, wallet, phone (sometimes a second), and usually keys as well. Depending on outdoors or not, sunglasses.

Unless I’m doing something specifically the would require more, that’s about it.

I wish websites were still laid out like this

July 25th 2024

Edit: For clarity, my friends and I have some wild humor, I received a similar one in response lmao

Come Qbit torrent and vibe (it’s commercial free)

I’m the Yes, I’m the Scatman, and if I can do it so can you

“That fit shreds” = that’s an awesome outfit

Synonyms for Fit: outfit, drip, gear, cloth(es), getup

Synonyms for shreds: killer, swag, gnarly, rad, sick, dank, cool, fire (🔥),

Your drip is fire

Your outfit is cool

Your gear is rad

Your clothes are sick

Your getup is dank

Your cloth is killer

All pretty equivalent statements which you may relate to more based on era of terminology you grew up with.

(This is from my brain dictionary, real life experiences may be different)

Edit: Proper spacing to avoid aneurysm

Consistent small choices that aim towards that goal.

I can’t say I’ve had too many goals ultimately. But a house, for example, is/was one of them. Every small choice to spend or not spend money was important over years. Moving to cheaper rent each year, modifying my diet to eat cheaper and cook more. Doing activities and hobbies that were free or pretty cheap. Lots and lots of small choices build up.

It’s worth noting that I’m under contract to purchase a property now. Hopefully the small choices all were for something, fingers crossed