Oh I agree, I drew the golden rest ticket. And it is OP. Feels like it makes life happier and easier in general tbh since I employ the tactics of “sleep on it” pretty much anytime and helps me process info and take time as well as cool off mentally if needed. In famous words of Bueller, “If you have the means, I highly recommend picking one up.” Good luck though, keep working on it and you may be able to train yourself.
Because you’re there. Once you leave, it will be a much better place, I promise.