Torn Apart By Dogs

I ratted out the VP of the Utah chapter of Pride at Work for being an aggravated sexual abuser. I was inconvenienced because he kicked me out and then my life imploded.

I highly suggest reading my posts from the beginning if you want to see how much my principles have inconvenienced me.

It’s been “fun.”

In facilities, I’ve experienced sexual abuse, harassment, medical abuse, psychiatric abuse, and involuntary commitment. From. Staff. No one ever asks about why we still have these broken systems and facilities but its fine to discuss us like we aren’t people. It just serves to other and dehumanize the ill. To dehumanize me.

I read your reply to the other comment but it doesn’t address my basic issue. We are not anyone’s joke. Not anyone’s entertainment. I got nothing else to say on this topic.

Force fed day 1. Babies were given flavor aid in Jonestown… of course I drank it. 100% non-consensual flavor aid drinker.

45 years worth. Craziest stories are mine. I don’t talk about other people’s struggles while they are vulnerable or sick or both. Disrespectful and so many times, abelist. We are not anyone’s entertainment.

I believed I was a man.

take a bigger shit on their shit. assert your dominance.

This needs to be the top reply

Why are do many of these internet historians leaving us out? Don’t forget the physically and mentally disabled!

They used us to test their murder logistics! WTF!

Removing my entire large intestine. Then everything shoots right thru.

gra ta ta!

Learn somethin new every day. Thanks for the refs and summary. ❤️

this could be total bullshit but i wouldnt know. seems legit but ya know? lacks references but has the air of authority

My mother kicked me out on my 18th birthday for not being employed. This was the second time with the first being at 14. I was an autistic, queer, CSA, COCSA, and DV survivor at 14. I’m now an unhoused trans evacuee and refugee with no understanding of what healthy family or community looks or feels like. I’m now being helped by a wonderful trans community in Seattle that I can’t fathom even though I’m being loved and supported.

The folks talking about building resilient children don’t know shit. I’m resilient as fuck because I’ve survived a hellish existence but I’m *far from healthy even though ive had 35ish years of intensive counseling for CPTSD and trauma. Caring for your kids for their whole lives should be the default because you fucking made them. If they turn out to be helpless and narcissistic assholes who do nothing to contribute that’s not because of generous support but because of nature and nurture. With the latter being due to acting as if your children are beyond reproach.

Not giving kids full support is evil and the major reason why I’m a broken whore in my 50s. Not caring for our children is why humans have created this global nightmare we are all living thru now. The culture of rugged individualism is so toxic that people scar children in a way from which they will never fully recover. It perpetuates the cycle of abuse and cultural decay. /rant

tldr: YOU’RE FINE. KEEP LOVING YOUR KID. <3

Prazosin helps me there. Also helps nightmares and night terrors which is why it was prescribed for me.

Thank you. I was worried she would stop fucking me not that I would be fired. Turned out I to be both! 🤪 She was scared to lose her job because she might go back to prison. She did call me later to get acid but for some reason that didn’t happen! Fuck me once, noice. Fuck me twice, fuck you. Fuck me three times, won’t get fooled again. 😂

Who says I didn’t? After that my GF and I took a bunch of acid with us and drove to Encinada for a week.

For telling the manager i wouldn’t cook burgers that had been in a reach-in that was broken-hot for 12 hours. Then my mother kicked me out because I didn’t have a job.

Dildos and poop knives.

I’m not. Homeless, trans, old, disabled. I am the fuckin news. I take my meds and do my best to keep an even keel but sanity is long gone. LOL @ DOOMSCROLLING wtf eat good and enjoy your pillow and hug your friends if you still got any. its not your fault. i love you. be safe everybody.

You’re okay. You get a pass.

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A safe place to sleep.